I feel so good lately. I'm just really happy all the time.
I mean, the only thing kinda bummin me out is Amanda,
but I don't care nearly as much as I used to.
Don't take that the wrong way, I do care,
It's just she needs to realize on her own what she's doing.
I'm just gonna chill.
I'm a little sad to not be going back to school,
I miss my friends a lot. Terribly in fact.
But I guess we can't stay young forever so it's time to grow up.

Speaking of growing up, I'm looking in to moving out.
There's a couple options and places I'm looking in to, actually;
They're reasonable, but I still need to get a job and save up a bit.
I'm gonna get outta here, no doubt about it,
I just need some time to get my affairs together.

On another note, James and I are talking again I guess.
I'm so happy to be talking to him, believe me.
He's attractive & sweet & funny & he's starting his firefighter training (so hot).
He's perfect. Absolutely perfect.

So why I am I holding back....?