Dude, seriously...why do i feel like such shit all the time? It's like no one cares to include me in SHIT anymore ever since my car accident. It's not like I chose to total my car and now rely on other people to take me places. Do you honestly believe that thats the case? And my friends--MY FRIENDS--treat me like I don't exist. I havent heard from Ashley in almost a week now, Amanda hates me me for whatever reason, I haven't been asked to hang out with Brooke or Shae in weeks; It just hurts, you know? And i hate looking at people enjoying themselves without ME. Is that selfish? I apologize, I don't mean for it to be. It's just hard because I need my friends so badly and here we are (not even a week out of school) and I'm already being excluded. Am I truly that easy to forget? This just sucks. I want to be included. Last month I had 5 or 6 plans made every weekend, now here I am on my ass the beginning of summer. Whatever. I don't need any of you. I've always been better off on my own anyway. Being totally alone makes it easier to get over people.