+So three days ago, I got in to this car wreck. My back and leg is fucked up, making it to where I can't go to school. Some bullshit like this WOULD happen to me on the most important week of the school year.exam review week. Now I get to fail all of my exams. Awesome.

+The more I think about us, the more confused I get. I remember when id give anything for you to call me yours again. It's just weird thinking how the offer has been made to me, and I haven't jumped right on to it yet. You know how I am now...id never wanna hurt you after everything you've been through. I'll give it some real thought and we'll talk about it as soon as I have a clue as to what I wanna do.

+You're seriously such an amazing friend and id be so fuckin lost without you. You're beauty isn't just skin deep, its to the bone. You put up with my drunken rants, my selfish actions, my hurtful words and you try to make it better. When I'm around you, I don't feel nearly as bad as I do when I'm alone. I can't keep laughter out of my throat or a smile off my face when you're with me. You're nothing short of amazing. I love you and thank you for everything. You mean the world to me.

+Is it possible to hate you because I love you so damn much? Please don't go. Please.

+I haven't stopped thinking about you all day. I can breathe you in my pillow, I can feel you in my sheets, I can taste you in the air, you're everywhere. Especially when my eyes are closed. I dreamed about you yesterday. It felt so real pulling you in to that kiss that when I woke up, I was shocked you weren't there next to me. I have 6 more days with you, then I'm gone. I don't wanna kiss you goodbye, because I know the next day, I won't be able to kiss you hello. I love you. IloveyouIloveyouIloveyou. I'm just so scared...